SAD SAD NIGHT

so my friend pien and i really want to go to a party. but, we don't know where to go. so now we're all sad and lonely. i filmed it when we talked about it, (in english!) and i'll post it as soon as possible. ('cuz we have to cut the mean parts out.. :$) and now we are going to watch three movies, and eat icecream, and chocolatebars! yeeeah!

see you later alligator. ;D

HEELS

YEAH! I BOUGHT MY SECOND PAIR OF HIGH HEELS, BUT THE FIRST PAIR I REALLY LOVE!

i like them! (: i ordered them, and i'll get them somewhere in februari, can't wait! however, i'm afraid i wont wear them much (same reason i don't have much heels), because i'm so tall! and then i'll be like, superdupertall. ):

HAHAHA

Today i wanted something in dutch called a 'loempia', and i believe the english word for it is 'spring roll', but i'm not sure. so i went to the guy and asked for two spring rolls, and you know what he answered? *OCHANGK!* some very untasty, weird sound with his nose. so my friend and i were like; okaaaaay..? and then i got my spring roll's and we went off laughing like idiots. ;D
luvvv!<3

PICTURES

hello there! (:

as promised, some pictures. i'm not a model so i'll spare you my face! ;D

well, still love the striped one, but i'm not sure about the purpleone. it's a pretty lousy picture, but should i return it? or keep it in my closet? hmm.. i'm not sure yet.
Bye!

SHOPPPPPPPING!

Goooodeveningladies'ndgentlemen!

Okay, so, i decided that changing my life means changing my style. well, i would have done it anyways, but this sounds like a great excuse, right? (: so my friend floor and i went to the city today, and i was like, all excited, because it was the first time in many many months i could go out and shop till i dropped, because i had a looooot of money! my plan was to just buy the ZARA. 'cuz everytime i'm there i see the most amazing stuff, but unfortunatly usually a bit to expensive for poor little me. but i promized myself that i was aloud to buy one superduperexpensive thing, of high quality and sublime beauty. but, offcourse, suddendly all the clothes i saw were ugly or like, 10000000 euro's (which was over my superduperexpensivething-budget). so i was all sad 'nd all, and we went to H&M. and in some way i always get dissapointed by the H&M, so i did not have high expectations at all, this time. but i found 2 shirts i really really like, and 1 vest is really really like, and i bought a pair of panties and a pair of cheap-ass shoethingies. and i've spent over a €80, so most of my money is gone now. BUTTTT, i still need a new bag! because mine is all ugly and falling apart 'nd stuff, and it looks ugly by the coat i have. oh, yes; before i forget. i promise to post some pictures veryverysoonsoon. but i have to find a camera somewhere. which reminds me; I'VE FALLEN IN LUUUUUUUUUVV!

Isn't it gorgeous? I'm sooooo in love with it! Ö
So i've asked my dad for it, but it will probably take a year or something before i get it.

LOVES! <333

PANCAKEDAY!

so, today i've written about 5 or 6 posts or something. which is a record. Obviously i'm like writing since yesterday, so it doesn't really count. but still. ;P but now i'm tired, and i absolutely can't oversleep tomorrow, 'cause my friend pien and i have to convince our mentrix that we absolutely have to celebrate PANCAKEDAY (!) which is on the 5th of february, next Thursday. so you guys all know, do not forget this celebrationday!

and now i need to go to bed.

goodnight y'all! <3

LOVE!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ILOVEYOUHUNNY! (:

WHOOO HAPPYTIME!

YEEEEEAH, SO I WAS CHECKING OUT ALL THIS VIDEO'S AND PICTURES I HAVE, AND THEN FOUND THIS ONE, AWESOME! WE ALL LOOK SO UGLY AND COLORFULL, LIKE; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA! :D

so well, a little explaination: the sister of one of my friends needed to make a commercial for a parfume-thingy. and asked us to dressup all crazy and dance around.

*edit: i'm very very very sad now, because the video won't work, and now i can't share this strange, funny, happy-uglyness with you. :'(

*edit²: jeeehj! i've managed to put some pictures of the video here. not as good as the video offcourse, but ilikeitanyways!

BORED TO DEATH

ARGH! I'M SOOOOOOOOO BORED.

and now i'm watching awkward songs on TMF.

I WANT TO DOOOOOOOOO SOMETHING, PLEASE!

and this is like, the third post or something i post today, but probably there will be many many more, 'cuzzzzz

I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED!

<3

GOALS

Hi there!

Okay, now that i know what to do before i can go and change, i need to know for what i want to change. what are my goals for the short- and long-timefuture? i've made a list..

... of my shortimefuturegoals:

• Develop my photography/art/thatkindofsjizzlestuff -skills
• Read more!
• Find a job
• End the schoolyear with a VWO-advice
• Organize a fantastic holiday with friends (:
• Keep my room clean. :$
• Buy new clothes. :$

...and my longtimefuturegoals:

• Find a job as a journalist or something with fashion or/and media.
• Buy a appartment in NEW YORK! (or Paris or London)
• Own like 2000 pairs of heels. ;D

I'm making a lot of lists lately. ;P

Eeeeeuhw, what did i want to tell..? Oh, i remember: don't know, but maybe someone was wondering why i'm writing in english. sooooooooooooooooooo i'll tell you why(: ! first, i think it won't do any harm if i'd practise my english a little bit, secondly; i hope that maybe one day, when i'm in some kindofway a little bit maybe just a tinytinytiny bit someone who is actually know for something, people may visit my blog from outside holland. and incase that happens, i'm already writing in english. oh, and i just like english more then dutch.. but, it's not like i really know english or something, so please forgive me if/when i make grammarfaults etc.

Love!

ORGANIZING

Okay, so i've figured that before i can go and change my life, i have to organize it first. Well, that's a problem.. Knowing i can't even decide on what to wear.. However, let's make a list of what to organize:

• Schoolbookbox*
• Closet
• Room
• Homework
• Agenda

Well okay, i think i can handle this.. Right? I've lost my German 'Arbeitsbuche' (if i spelled it correct) and now my teacher will be superdupermad at me. scared! So, that's why I should also organize my schoolbookboxxxz. And my closet.. Well; it's a mess, and i do NOT have any nice clothes left over. )': My room.. i think most girls understand what i'm saying, right? ;P Finally, both homework and agenda need to be ordened and organized, other wise i won't be able to do my school right, etc.

Haha, well, anyways; yesterday i actually did my homework, and i'm so tired right now. making homework results in going to bed late. and that's resulting in a pretty tired girl! I have to go to school in about 20 minutes. So i'll talk to you later!

<3

*Schoolbookbox = box where i keep my schoolbooks; Since my parents are divorced and i have to move everyweek to the other parents.

HELLO WORLD!

Goooooood afternoon! ;D

Gosh, today is the day I'm going to change my life. So I've made a blog to make sure I remember every single step I took, 'llright? (: However, I've to say I'm a bit afraid. You know, for the whole 'changing my life'-thingie. But, I decided I really want a future, and because of that I'm going to work for it, starting this very moment! (: Wait, I'll introduce myself first..

..I've recently discovered that I'm a dreamer. Well, I knew it all along, but never thought about it, to be honest. So I'm a dreamer, nothing wrong with that, 'xcept for the fact that I never do anything to make my dreams real. You know, reaching for the stars.. Anyways, one of my ultimate dreams is owning an appartment in New York. So, it is important that I start doing everything in my reach to make sure I will actually reach my goals, including this one. Secondly, I've to make sure my school's okay. ( That's sort of the reason I decided to start a new life, because i got another bad grade today.. but; ssssh! :/)

However, I won't only publish all this 'WHOO, I HAVE TO CHANGE MY LIFEEE'-crap, i'll also write about all the goodstuff i'm going through, promised!

Lot's of loveee! <333>