CUT IT OFF

AAAH! Okay, i've been doubting about this for a long long time. Wether or not to cut my hair.. My father keeps telling me I look like a homeless person, but EVERYONE else keeps telling me my hair is pretty and that I should NEVER cut it off. But, considering me being stupid, I decided to JUST DO IT. TODAY. Not much, just 10cm or something.. I guess.. At least I decided to go to a good hairdresser, one who charges 50 euro's for a cut, instead of the usual 25 the hairdresser who keeps fucking up my hair charges. Okay, so I've saved some courage, and I'm gonna call this afternoon for an appointment. Please wish me luck! xx

GOLDEN

Hello you! I haven't wrote anything for ages. Pardon me. Lot's of drama but I'm gonna start something new and I'm gonna try to finish it this time. I'm gonna focus on photography and try to put together a photoalbum of at least 20 pages, with on every page one photo. Starting with this one:

ALONE TIME

i really wanted to do lot's today. clean my room, wash my clothes, clean the house, do my homework. youknow. but i ended up staying in bed all day. my family goes out for dinner now, but i really need some alone time. damn you hard thoughts!



oh and i made some pictures the other day. i look pretty happy here, huh?

STUNNED

(Candy Cigarette, by Sally Mann)

for a second i was breathless when i saw this picture. I really wanna go to the Hague Museum of Photography, to see her exhibition 'the family and the land'.

SHOPPINGTRIP

new jeans, new vest. also bought a black high-waist-skirt and a black sweater. still wondering weather i should keep the skirt or not. i'll make pictures tomorrow. lataaaah!

DINNER

Okay, so my parents agreed and we're gonna try it for two months. I'll live by my father from now on, and every other week i'll be alone. Well, today was my first day. I went to school, then went shopping for groceries, and then made dinner for myself. And it was real good! <3

ON THE RUN2

okay, so i won't be moving to a foreign country or even an other city. but, maybe a step to independance is near. i talked to my dad about not wanting to live with my mother anymore. beacuse of private reasons and because i'm sick of moving all my stuff every week. (i live at my mom's one week, than with my dad the other) so, my father's idea was to come and move in in his house. butttt, he has a girlfriend and he goes to her house every other week when my brother and i aren't around. and he doesn't want to stop that. sooo, when i move in to his house, i'll be by myself every other week. which will mean i've to do the householding, cooking etc. and eventhough living by yourself seems like a awfull lot of responsibility, i THINK i can handle it and i really really want to! so my father approves, but i've to talk about it with my mother still.. wish me luck!