CUT IT OFF

AAAH! Okay, i've been doubting about this for a long long time. Wether or not to cut my hair.. My father keeps telling me I look like a homeless person, but EVERYONE else keeps telling me my hair is pretty and that I should NEVER cut it off. But, considering me being stupid, I decided to JUST DO IT. TODAY. Not much, just 10cm or something.. I guess.. At least I decided to go to a good hairdresser, one who charges 50 euro's for a cut, instead of the usual 25 the hairdresser who keeps fucking up my hair charges. Okay, so I've saved some courage, and I'm gonna call this afternoon for an appointment. Please wish me luck! xx

GOLDEN

Hello you! I haven't wrote anything for ages. Pardon me. Lot's of drama but I'm gonna start something new and I'm gonna try to finish it this time. I'm gonna focus on photography and try to put together a photoalbum of at least 20 pages, with on every page one photo. Starting with this one:

ALONE TIME

i really wanted to do lot's today. clean my room, wash my clothes, clean the house, do my homework. youknow. but i ended up staying in bed all day. my family goes out for dinner now, but i really need some alone time. damn you hard thoughts!



oh and i made some pictures the other day. i look pretty happy here, huh?

STUNNED

(Candy Cigarette, by Sally Mann)

for a second i was breathless when i saw this picture. I really wanna go to the Hague Museum of Photography, to see her exhibition 'the family and the land'.

SHOPPINGTRIP

new jeans, new vest. also bought a black high-waist-skirt and a black sweater. still wondering weather i should keep the skirt or not. i'll make pictures tomorrow. lataaaah!

DINNER

Okay, so my parents agreed and we're gonna try it for two months. I'll live by my father from now on, and every other week i'll be alone. Well, today was my first day. I went to school, then went shopping for groceries, and then made dinner for myself. And it was real good! <3

ON THE RUN2

okay, so i won't be moving to a foreign country or even an other city. but, maybe a step to independance is near. i talked to my dad about not wanting to live with my mother anymore. beacuse of private reasons and because i'm sick of moving all my stuff every week. (i live at my mom's one week, than with my dad the other) so, my father's idea was to come and move in in his house. butttt, he has a girlfriend and he goes to her house every other week when my brother and i aren't around. and he doesn't want to stop that. sooo, when i move in to his house, i'll be by myself every other week. which will mean i've to do the householding, cooking etc. and eventhough living by yourself seems like a awfull lot of responsibility, i THINK i can handle it and i really really want to! so my father approves, but i've to talk about it with my mother still.. wish me luck!

ON THE RUN

i wanna get outta here! if i had a car i would pack my bags and start drivin' right now. i really want to go on an adventure. live in paris, london or newyork. travel around the world, meet new people, live another life. i want to make lots of money and then spent it like i'll die tomorrow.

17TH

not much going on really but i feel like writing somehow.. today i overslept and missed my first 3 hours of school, then watched a very shocking video about how the koreans torture their prisoners at social studies.. wasn't nice to watch.. then i had dutchclass which was rather boring. we had to hand in a paper and i actually wrote it the night before but forgot to bring it.. and then i did some research about Ronald Giphart, because i've to give a presentation about him. so far i found out the youth loves him because he writes about sex a lot, but adults and critici hate because of the same fact. anyhooooow, then i skipped my last two hours because i had to work.. work was boring but the time went pretty quick today. and now i've to go and learn my french and read 'the curious incident of a dog in the nighttime', because i'll have a test about both tomorrow.. haven't started. loves!

FRIDGE INSPIRATION

yesterday was one of those inspiring days, well no, wait, nights.. one of these nights were my friend and i sit down by the fridge and then talk with our parents till 4 o'clock in the night about our future. we always get inspired at this spot, and yesterday we decided we really wanna go to Paris 'round christmas. i love you hunn!

CLEAR SKIES

IPOD

a few weeks ago my ipod died. or, drowned.. it was a lovely sunny day, which made my room feel like a sauna, so i put the window open. then, around dinnertime i went down for dinner. i can't remember what we ate but i do remember it was good! i watched some tv when suddendly it started raining real bad! it was as if someone just threw a giant bucket of water over my house. well, i didn't really care and continued watching tv. then, when it got late i wanted to go to bed. so i walked upstairs when i suddendly realized my window was still open! so when i stepped into my room and my feet got wet and i knew this wasn't good.. my whole room was covered in water! my bed was right under the window so that got soaking wet too. unfortunatly i had left my ipod on the bed, and it drowned. i tried everything in my power but i wasn't able to bring the life back in my beloved musicplayer. so far the sad sad story of my ipod..

i had the red third generation ipodnano, the upper left one. but now i'm forced to buy a new one.. but i do not like the new ipod nano.but since i find it really hard to survive without one, i now have to choose between black or red. which one do you like best?

D'ACCORD!

bonjour mes amis! ça va? yuck.. i'm trying really hard to get those french words inside my head but it just won't do. well, i think i know all the words so far, but the grammar is so damn hard to remember! wish my luck on my test tomorrow.. au revoir!

WHAT'S UP?

Hello thereee. well, haven't posted in a few days but still alive and breathing. yet, not a lot to tell you. school started and it's rather hard keeping up because i had the swine flu and missed a lot of my classes. and then i have to work too.. but it's okay, i'll manage, haha! i've made some photo's on my way back home, nothing special though.

REED + RADER

i read about the duo who made these amazing pictures on http://www.discothequeconfusion.blogspot.com/, and i think you should really check out reed + rader on their website. they have some amazing pictures and i'm almost sure that when you look through them you'll find at least one picture you really really love. xxx

WORK

iehh, it's sunday and that's the day you're supposed to chill out and do nothing. but i've to work from twelve to five. ): and i have to work in ugly clothes. and help people finding the right shoe. bleh, i don't like being a shoe saleswoman. xx

PRETTY PEOPLE

Today, when cycle down my hooooood, i saw a man walking down the streets with an afro which looked something like..

..this. but then again: it was a man. (omg, rhyme!). and the hair was a bit longer. and his clothes were awesome and he looked gorgeous. i fell in love. then, when i continued my way i saw a big fat limousine with 30 stunning well-dressed people coming out.. and then later i saw a very cute boy and had some eye-contact. thanks world for the pretty people!

oh, and i also saw a fatfatfat boy wearing skinny jeans. it was an unpleasure sight..
adios!

BOEMKLATSCH IN THE BUILDING

waaaaaaaauw, yesterday was freaking awesome! we went to boemklatsch and partyed all night long. it was one of the best nights everrrrrrr. you can check it out here. also check out their website over here.

Guys, thanks for this night, props!
<3

PHOTO'S

hi! <3 today my friends and me were chilling during our break and enjoying the lovely weather. i brought my camera and took some shot's. meet the loves of my life!

rita&pien

pien and me (:

floor, leendert (a bit camera shy eventhough he's gorgeous ;-) and roelie

floor, leendert, roelie and stefan

floor, leendert (shy again) and roelie. (:

hope you enjoyed. nothing spectaculair happened today.. although the lovely weather turned into pooring rain.. ): loves.

(500) DAYS OF SUMMER

Okay, i never really liked movies but somehow i'm into them again. And unfortuneatly not into the good ones, but into the bad feel-good ones, those which every woman seems to like. So now i really wanna see (500) days of summer. This movie though really is different from the other movies. It says: 'Boy meets girl. Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't!', so basicly the girl has sex with the boy several times, and then after every time ditches him. "I'm not looking for.. anything serious..' HAHAHA!

http://www.500daysofsummer.co.uk/main.html

Check it out it is awesome.

And friends; when you read this, I REALLY WANNA SEE THIS MOVIE! so, wanna go with me? have a date? haha

HUXTABLE

Check out this cool thing i found. These girls make bears out of fabrics of your choice. You could send them old clothes or fabrics you really like or feel a special attachment with, this way you won't ever forget the amazing memories or feelings you have with it. You should absolutely go and check it out HERE, it's really cool. thankssss. <3

HELLO THERE, SECOND TRY

Hi there!

So first of all, i just want to apologize for just leaving you without saying anything or letting anyone know. I just didn't think anyone was reading my stuff and i did not think anyone could actually be interested in whatever i was going through. Well, eventhough my vieuw of this did not change, i'm gonna give it a second try.

First of all, i now actually own the amazing photocamera i wanted so i'll be able to post pictures too.

And second, i think i actually developed a more interesting style in fashion than i had before. So maybe i could sometimes post my outfits and then you could comment on wether you love or hate it and then maybe you could even be inspired by the looks, like i get inspired by you other bloggers (thanks for that!).

Well, talk to you laterrrrrr! Adieu.

SORRY!

i haven't wrote anything is days. but my life currently looks something like this:
SCHOOLSCHOOLPARTYSCHOOLPARTYPARTYPARTYSCHOOL

byes! <3

YESH! IKEA!

jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehj!'

dad's finally taking me to ikea! so i can buy stuff for my new room, i want so much, i hope i can get it.. my dad doesn't know 'bout half of the stuff, yet.. haha

talk to you guys later!
<3

MONDAY

GREAT
MONDAY
SCHOOL
PARENTAL SWITCH
HISTORY TEST 'BOUT WW1
^^ I DO NOT GET IT
AWESOME
SWEET
NO

TODAY I'M GONNA..

..drink some coffee with my dearest pien. (: and then talk the day over, en the previous week, or something..

..try to find a party. 'cause right now the party i wanted to go to, does not want me to come.. :'( well, i do understand. i mean, i'm so super cool. and the guy doesn't know me.. but still! it's unbelievable. Ö

..find something to wear tonight.

..try to make beautifull dresses from my circlescarf.

..<3

SERIOUSLY

i'm so tired, but still i'm not sleeping.

gosh. maybe because ANNEMAE is keeping me awake..
<3

CIRCLE SCARF!

soooooo i haven't been updating for days, so today i'll write you guys an extra long post. sound's awesome, right? well, first of all...:

YES! I MADE MY OWN CIRCLE SCARF! (with a little help from my mummy...) No, it wasn't hard, and no, it itsn't that complicated. but yes; it is super duper mega cool!

but then mine is black. and i made it myself. aaaaaaaaand super awesome about it, is that you can wear it in many ways! american apparel shows the following ways.

but offcourse there are many different other ways to wear it, by simply draping it 'round you and then make sure everything's held together by something as a belt or so. (i'll post pictures of my own soon, very, very soon...)

then next. i was sad, sad, sad, sad (for no reason at all). but in some way i feel happy, happy, happy, happy again (for no reason at all). so that's good! i've decided to start working on my goals more. 'cuz i kind of forgot about it. luckily my dad brought my desk, couch and tv to somewhere else than in my room. so now i only have a bed and one closet (where i hate to put my clothes in). so soon, soon, very soon, i'll be the happy owner of a new room. with new furniture and all. yay! but it might take a while, still.

next, my mother's birthday's coming up (she'll be 50 then. Ö), so i won't have money to buy clothers. :'( and i neeeeeeeeed them! 'cuz my clothes are horrible now.. but she turns 50 so she deserves a super awesome gift, and i think that i already know what to buy her, but it'll cost lot's of money i do not have, so i'll have to find some gift-mates, who want to buy it with me. (: oh, and offcourse you can all sponsor me and my mom's gift by giving me money on 8809209 do not feel ashamed. :P

and i do not think i have anything left to say, so i'll say you guys good bye!

LOVES! <3
ps. i'm still recovering from the flu, but i'll be better soon. fosure! :D
pps. pien, yes, i wanna have coffee with you tomorrow!

ILL

:'( i'm sick @ home.

:(

i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired.

FIRST DAY

ARGH! AFTER A ONE-WEEK HOLIDAY TODAY WE'VE GOTTA GO TO SCHOOL AGAIN, AND GUESS WHAT!? I'M ALREADY RUNNING LATE. I'VE TO LEAVE MY HOUSE IN ABOUT 15 MINUTES, AND I STILL HAVE TO GET DRESSED, FRESHEN UP, BRUSH MY TEETH, MAKE SOME SANDWICH OR SOMETING, AND.. ARGH!

and yet i find the time to write a blogpost. (:

CHILLING

HAHA. WHOEEEEEEEEEEE.

CONFUSEEEEEEEEED.

AGAAAAAAAAAAAIN.

I DO NOT WANT TO BE CONFUSED ANYMORE.

BEING CONFUSED IS STUPID.

BOYS ARE STUPID. AAAAAAAARGH

which brings me to the question: should i write about personal things, yes or no? offcourse this is the fun stuff everyone wants to read about, but at the same time, do i want everybody to read it AND do other people want that i write about them?

THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN I REALLY LOVE ME FRIENDS. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOEI!

'CAUSE TODAY MY FRIEND AND I WENT FOR A DRINK, AND I CAN TALK ABOUT EVERYTING WITH HER. LOVEEEEEE.

AND NOW I'M OFF TO ANOTHER FRIEND, SO WE'LL WATCH A FILM ORSOMETHING AND THEN CHILL THE WHOLE EVENING. I LIKE CAPITALLETTERS.

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

SAAAAAAAAAALAMI, WHOOOHOOOOO!

Video of the party, we didn't know the lyrics so just went like; SALAMI WHOOOHOOOO!
This is what it was supposed to be:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNgSeJzLJFc

PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR

sorry i haven't wrote anything in days. i was kinda tired.. well, IT'S VACATION! and then saturday there was a party at the hockeyclub, and we started preparing round 3 o'clock or something, really early. but i couldn't find anything to wear! but in the end i wore something i lent from a friend. and then it was round five, and we agreed to meet @ macdonalds at 7. but my friend went like; 'we have to hurry! hurry! hurry up!', but my place is like 2 minutes from macdonalds, so we laughed about that a lot. ;P then we ate a bit and went to a friend of my friends boyfriend.. because his house was empty. ;P but when we came there he and his friends were with about 4 or 5, and we were with, i think, 20 people or something. =Z so we kind of crashed that party. then we went to the real party, and then we partyed like rockstars! no, it was real fun. eventhough the music was kinda sucky. and then the girl's came over to sleep @ my place, and the next day we chilled, went to get some donuts, chilled some more, and then everyone went home. (: thanks for this awesome start of the holiday y'all!
lot's of love!
ps. i'll post some short clips of the party here later.

ORANGE NAILS AND OUT OF MONEY

hmmmmm.......... i have a problem. i do not have enough money to stay alive....... maybe anyone wants to donate?

8809209 PLEASE HELP! 8809209

well, i've bought orange and red nailpolish. the orange just because i like it, and the red because tomorrow issss PARTY AT THE HOCKEYCLUB! and the theme is red, because of valentines day. i also bought liquid for my eyecontacts, and now i only have €5,66 and i have to pay myself dinner tomorrow, + i need to pay entrance for the party.. (€3,-) + i have to pay pien back (€4,50) AND i have to go to antwerpen friday.. soooo, i won't survive.

PLEASE HELP! 8809209!

ALMOST A 10!

WOWMYGOD, I ALMOST GOT A TEN TODAY! WOOOOW

A 9.8 OR 9.9 OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT FOR BIOLOGY, AND I SUCK IN BIOLOGY.

THE HIGHEST OF THE CLASS, I'M SO HAPPY! :D :D :D

LOVES!

YEAH, I'VE A PHONE AGAIN!

WAUW, ISN'T IT THE MOST AMAZING PHONE YOU'VE EVER SEEN? I THINK IT IS!
haha, special thanks to pien!
<3
but, i've lost all the phonenumbers, so please tell/text message me yours!

ADVERTIZING

maybe you've noticed, but there is some advertizing going on on my blogpage. when you guys click on it, i receive money, well, that's the plan. i do not think it is more dan like 00,00000000001 cents, but you never know, right? Furthermore; i', tired. but, in 2 days we officially have a pre-spring holiday! yesh!

loves to all!

SMOKEY EYES

Haha, i really like them.



I've gotta go now, but firstly get this junk off my eyes.

MOVIE

just saw a very good movie; a good year.

worth watching. (:

i looooooooooooove french!

goodnight y'all.

HELLOOOO

euwh, awesome. =Z the radio just said that it's gonna make us listen to Celine Dion the whole weekend! i'm so glad the weekend is almost over. haha!

i had the most shitty saturday ever, but i've told you 'bout that before, but the evening was actually really fun! then, this morning we woke up at 9 or something, then we went out for breakfast round 11. ate some bread, then waited for the guys to come and bake eggs for us, and after that we made pancakes. then i went to the city to drink coffee with pien. then i spent all my money on things i didn't really need, (think eyeshadow, food, food, food). but i think i want to do my eyes something like this when we're going to the hockeyparty. (:

sorry for the crappy pics. haha. pfoe; tired. sorry, i'll write you guys later.

loves

OFF WE GO

so, now i'm all sad, i'm going to a little party @ a friend of mine.

hope i'll enjoy it and brighten up a bit.

i'll write you guys tomorrow.
<3

BYE BYE PHONE :'(

FACK FACK FACK FACK FACKING HELL!
OMG, AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!
IT REALLY IS/WAS A BAD DAY. AARRRRRGH!
I JUST LOST MY PHONE, OR IT'S STOLEN, I DON'T KNOW.
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME!
AARGH!
NOW BOTH MY PARENTS WON'T TRUST ME ANYMORE.
OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

well guys, you won't be able to phone me anymore.

ARGH!
I HATE THIS!

EXCUSÉ MOI

Bonsoir!
so, i'll have to apoligize about the shittymessage i wrote before. i was a bit despressed, 'cuz i had heard some bad news the day before, and the today didn't seem to be cool too. it sounded like a cry for attention though. haha. well, i'm sorry, okay? and, i've tought about it, and in a week we have a short holiday. starting off with a awesome party @ the hockeyclub. sooo, i'm all excited about that one. then, my lovely friend pien asked me if i would come with her and her parents to antwerpen, which is quite awesome too! then we'll go there by car, shop till we drop dead, (;P) and then sleep in a nice (?) hotel, and then go back the next day. sounds awesome, right? =] aaaaand i'm still in love with my heels, too bad i can't walk long distances on them, yet. Ö haha! tomorrow i'll go for a coffee with pien. but now i'm off, because i have to go to my aunt and walk her dogs. :'[

loves! <3

TODAY IS A BAD DAY;

BECAUSE: - I'm super tired; i played the most stupid hockeymatch ever; now my back and ankle hurt; the stupid secondhandstore can't come and get my old stuff in the weekends; so now i'll have to wait another week before i get new room stuff; the weather is rainy; i hate rainy weather; it's soooo cold; i have to cycle all the way to my aunts house again; then let the stupid dogs out, while it's raining cats and dogs; cycle all the way back; do the dishes; make homework; go to a party, but i'm, tired.

stupid saturday.

EDIT: - My dancepartner may not dance from his parents, so i won't go dancing. Because he's doing to much already. :(

TIRED

i did not have to go to school till 12.45, then i messed up a french test, participated in the volleybaltournament, went home, did nothing, went sleeping for half-an-hour. went out for dinner, and it was very nice. i wore my superhighheels, and i've to admit that i can't go really fast on them. now i'm tired, but i have to write an english text before i can go and sleep. tomorrow's gonna be busy. i have to take out the dogs of my aunt for a walk, then play hockey between 11.30 and 13.45, then walk with the dogs again somewhere in the afternoon. but i really wanna go to IKEA with my dad too, and i have to sign boris and me in for dancing. and then in the evening i have to go to a movienight-thingy. sooooooo, i'm not sure i'll be able to post something tomorrow.

loves <3

GOODMORNING

GOODMORNING EVERYONE!
i feel this is going to be a good day. i do not have to go to school till a 12.45. then my day will turn bad for 80 minutes, (i have a French test, and i did not study it very well..), and then some of my classmates and i are going to participate in the volleybaltournament. which we're gonna lose, obviuously, but i'll be fun! then i go home round half past 4, and then do like everything, but nothing. and then we go out for dinner. (: jeeeehj!

OH GOSH. i suddendly realize i haven't signed in for danceclass.. gosh, i hope i can do it tomorrow. Ö

I SHOULDN'T HAVE LEFT YOU!

HI GUYS!

WOW, I'M TERRIBLY SORRY I HAVEN'T WROTE ANYTHING IN TWO FREAKING DAYS. YOU MUST HAVE BEEN DYING, RIGHT!? SOOOOO, I PROMISE TO WRITE A SUPERDUPERLONG POST OR SOMETHING TONIGHT, YA READY?

first things first.. I GOT MY NEW SHOES! YEAAAAH! but wow, they're so much higher than i had expected. Ö they're like 13 centimeters or something, but i expected 8.. but, i love them evenmore, unfortunately i'm now 1.85cm or something when wearing it, and all my classmates are like 1,70 or something. :P buuuuuuuut, i've made a short video to show you guys my new shoes.

soooooooooo, what do you think? (: like them?

Okay, and then. yesterday there was a poetry night, organized by our school. everyone could join and let us hear the poems they made themselves. well, three of my close friend actually did participate! (: the theme was 'humor', but i didn't knew that before, and all the flyers said: "wanna laugh? come to the poetry night!", and i was so mad about it, i was like: 'as if people would come, just to laugh at other people, that's ridiculous!', but when we were there i heard some of my friends made the poster, and that the theme was 'humor', so i was okay with it. ;P
then it started, and there were some very weird poems, which where funny though. and there were some superdupercoolawesomeamazingprettybeautiful-poems, one made by a close friend. it was quite personal and she almost made me cry.. then two other friends made two poems as well, and they did eachothers music, so it was something like a song, and they actually won the 1st price! Ö -- and when it was over we went to floor's house to drink something, and a lot of realfunny shit happened, but it probably won't be funny for you guys, so i'll save you the torture. =D

talk to you lateeeeeeeeer! <3

CONFUSED

AARRRRGH, I'M SO TIREEEEED.

BUT I DO NOT WANNA GO TO SLEEEEP.

'CUZ IT'S TO EARLY. GOOOOSH.

HAHAHA.

SORRY, I FIND THIS FUNNY.

GOSH I'M PATHETIC.

I FEEL SO SAD, AND SO HAPPY.

DON'T KNOW WHY. ARGHHH!

CONFUSING!

WEEEEEEEEEUW.

UNBELIEVEBLE.

I CAN'T TAKE THIS.

HAHAHAHAHAHA,

I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL.

WHAHAHAHAHAHA.

WOW, SORRY. I'LL GO NOW.

SEE YOU LATER,

ALLIGATOR.

NO, WAIT. I WANT TO SAY IN WANT TO FALL IN LOVE.

DON'T KNOW WHY. OH, AND I WANT A HOUSE IN NEWYORK TOO,

AND A MAGAZINE, AND I GOT A 9 FOR ENGLISH TODAY.

ARGH, I WANT SO MUCH, BUT CAN GET SO LITTLE.

STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAA.

GOSH.

I'LL GO NOW FOR REAL.

LATERRRRRRRR! <3

thank you for listening. ö

MORE THAN 200!

YEAAAAAAAAAH CELEBRATIONSTIME! COME ON! YEAAAAAAAAAH!

hahaha, no, seriously? over 200 visitors? that's awesome, i did not expect that at all. but why is no one leaving messages? )': whahaha, i just realize that 20% of the visits is probably of my own. but who cares. CELEBRATE! :D

DANCE

yeaaah, so i'm going to dance! (: i've found a partner, and i'm gonna sign us both in tonight, and then we'll start on sunday! but.. i've got the most ugly dancing shoes ever. :/

sorry that the pictures are so unclear. thank god those shoes are a bit to small, i hope i may buy new ones now. ;P otherwise i may be dancing on the new shoes i ordered.
love